Late dawns and early sunsets, just like my favorite scenes
Then holding hands and life was perfect, just like up on the screen
And the whole time while always giving
Counting your face among the living

Up and down escalators, pennies and colder fountains
Elevators and half price sales, trapped in by all these mountains
Running away and hiding with you
I never thought they'd get me here
Not knowing you'd change from just one bite
I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But would anything matter if you're already dead?
And well should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But does anything matter if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
But does anyone notice there's a corpse in this bed?


A Bit Of Fact: every day in life some one is going to say to you that your never going to make it! your never going to become famous its only your dream and if you do make it its only going to be 15 minutes. they are the people who dont believe in you! Ignore that shit if you want it you can have it just believe in yourself. just believe in your fucking self and you will grow into the person you want to! it might take a while but it will happen! and if the media say shit about you fuck them dont let them get to you by calling you one-hit wonders! if you dream and believe you can do it! JUST BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF!! YOU CAN DO IT! JUST FUCKING BELIEVE AND IF YOU SAY YOU CAN I WILL BELIEVE IN YOU! TOGETHER WE WILL ACHIEVE GREAT THINGS! TOGETHER WE WILL BELIEVE!!
-Eefa Helena

my munkey Nellie!! who was given to me by Bobo!! :D
( )O( )
@(^_^)@

add my myspace!! :D
www.myspace.com/bellatrixdepp

-This Is For Claudia!
You were there for me.
You always were.
Your my best friend.
You always were.

I loved you so.
I always did.
I miss you.
I always did.

But now I dont know where you are.
I should of been there.
I should of been there.

I promised to be there for you.
But I never was.
And Im sorry now for all I have done.
The fights we had all in vein.
It was all my fault.
I should have known.

You'll always be mine.
Stay in my heart.
Forever and more.
I love you so.

You always were.
I always did.
I should have been.